My mind was playing on repeat
I could no longer separate what was real
From my own strong will to feel
That everything was fine
I decided to write down my endless thoughts
On paper
To try to make everything seem a little
clearer
I found a little black notebook on top of my frigerator
I starten rippin' out the pages that already used
I tore them apart
I needed a fresh start
And then I read some notes I made last year
In October
There they were the same phrases I've been repeating over and over
Let's go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanne feel free yeah
I wanna be me oh oh
I wanna be the best I can be with you
Real change might take wide turns
And when you think you moved on
You still need a little time to really come around
The naked truth to release the mind
When I read those notes I made last year
In October
I realised I've been loosin' my dream over and over
Let's go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free yeah
I wanna be me oh oh
I wanna be the best I can be with you
Oh Oh
