Dear Diary - Breakdown of Sanity

The sun sets, reality becomes tactile

The bitter taste of life is killing the smile on my face

Shaken up by reality

But never give up no matter how hard it will be

There's no way to escape, there is no shortcut

All of sudden everything changes

And from now on every breath feels so strange

A stab in the back without warning

Fall asleep and hope

All is forgotten in the morning

I'm paralyzed

I close my eyes and try to set the time back

I just want to fall into a deep sleep

Wake up and realize that everything was just a nightmare

Somebody take this away from me

These cursed ups and downs

This mental pressure, sometimes hope drowns

How long does it still take

Till the chains around my neck break

Broken mirrors - I can't see the reality clearly

Millions of sharp pieces are starring at me

Please, I can't bear to see you fall again

But I know you'll never give up

Never!