Addiction - Counterfeit

I am strung out and I am sentimental

On Blackfriars Bridge hoping

that it's all over

Check my pulse to see if

I am still living

Because I feel death get closer

My racing mind

My bloodshot eyes

Tell the truth or end up in despair

My fucking pain it's easy to see

That it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom

But that was where I stalled 'em

Now I need to get myself in line

I hit rock bottom but

Now I am back at 'em

Taking each day at a Time

This is holiness

This is my alibi

This is Addiction

This is my last try

Lost Count of How many times

I cried out for help

Said I needed a doctor

Check me in and I will check out

Because I am fucking going over and over

My racing mind

My bloodshot eyes

Tell the truth or end up in despair

My fucking pain it's easy to see

That it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom

But that was where I stalled 'em

Now I need to get myself in line

I hit rock bottom but

Now I am back at 'em

Taking each day at a Time

This is holiness

This is my alibi

This is Addiction

This is my last try