There is no why and no reason
I feel this rage inside of me
In every day, every season
Suddenly my veins begin to close
Blood cannot reach my brain
I need to breathe deeply
To see if everything will change
And if my mind becomes insane!
Mind confusion!
RIT: It's my disease, It's my conviction, Psycho-mental deficiency Today the clouds are swelling
I see no color in my day
No one can see I'm dying
I am forsaken to myself
Please pray for me if you can!
Prayers won't help me for sure
I just want to cry and scream
Because all this is killing me!
Mind confusion!
RIT
Only blood in my dreams like I'm drowning in my pain
Frightening to survive, givin' relief to my brain.
No one listens what I say, I'm alone with my shame.
Fire and flames in my eyes, always seeking love in vain.
