I'm Going to Stop Pretending That I Didn't Break Your Heart - Eels

I'm gonna tell you what you need to hear

And I'm a little too late by three or four years

And it may not make much sense now that we are apart

But I'm going to stop pretending that I didn't break your heart

You see I never thought enough of myself

To realize that losing me could mean something like the tears in your eyes

And I want to tell you I'm sorry and it's too late to start

But I'm going to stop pretending that I didn't break your heart

And it's Christmas eve, years down the line

Sitting here, wishing I'd treated you better when you were mine

And I have no way of knowing where you are

But I'm going to stop pretending that I didn't break your heart

I didn't mean to hurt you

I didn't know what I was doing

But I know what I have done