tired of everything
story of my life keeps repeating
a lot to deal with but I don't have the urge
bringing me down
I lost control and I can't handle it
this condition won't change, until I shoot it up
it's how I deal with it
I'm feeling empty
my bones are weak
it spreads through my body
my problems fade away
in control
fighting my demons
on my own
you can't see me as I'm dissolving
as the dark fills my veins
I'm stronger now
taking on the world
invincible
nothing can hurt me
I'm in control and I'm unstoppable
just for a minute I feel vigorous
and with time it's creeping back
lessened bliss,
depressing senses
and chaos returns
I need one more shot please give it to me
I promise this will be the last time
for me
