"summer time was not a lie
but just a feeling that we got
and i know you feel alone, too
but this heat is not for us
i know i wanted to go
into the valley where it snows
but i realized, this place is too cold to live my life
im sorry, sorry i couldn't go
on with these lies while im kissing your nose
i wasn't ready, i should have known
that this would happen
lets stop these words, they're turning cold
lets treat this goodbye like a simple hello
you're still so young, you have room to grow
into something amazing
you'll sleep tight, i know this feels right
but theres something you should understand
when the leaves change, after three days
you wont remember who i am
im not calling you out
its just you sound like her
when you open your mouth
and i cant live with the chance
that this feelings ever coming back
so no, you're not what i need
the words you say
they're the orange in the trees
and i just need to sleep
im so sick of always counting sheep
i've been feeling so ill is this all in my thoughts?
this feeling i get when i want you to rot
for all the things and all the pain you caused
if we see eachother we wont stop and stare
yeah i'd rather you treat me like i wasn't there
i dont hate you, but honey, this still hurts
but i still have the things i've had from the start
this pen in my pocket, this rusted guitar
and the courage to sing this pain away"
