"there you are, no there you are
i thought i saw you at the park
but i am not allowed
to come you, to come to you
no matter how much i want to
tell you i'm sorry
for making this, for making this
the hardest thing you ever did
but i wasn't alone
you came by in your fathers car
and wouldn't leave until it had gotten dark
she's not dumb, she knows everything
you came by with a little smirk
that said i touched her before work
i know she knows everything
you came by with a little plan
that said i fucked her before class
i'm not dumb, you know everything
you came by and i was puking up
everything i considered love
i'm not dumb, i know everything."