NLYF x Neck Deep - Issues

Riddle me this, I gotta figure it out

Are they laughing at me

Because I'm prone to fear and doubt

Am I messed up, am I loud

Well eat my dust that's all I am a speck out in the crowd

I'm trying to clean up the mess I made

But the towel I used to soak up my worry it just went up in flames

You see I got a conscience like gasoline

I could siphon shit out, fuck it and leave

But, I fuel the fire with everything they said it's stuck in my mind

You're better off dead

If you got the keys then start the car and

Drive as far as you can

If you got the blood then you got the heart to

Give yourself a chance

Seems like we've been so scarred

Some people call it art

I hope you make peace with your pain

And never lose your flames

Misunderstood, I'm misunderstood

I will live to my fullest because I owned my name the best I could

How much does it hurt?

To live like we live like everybody else

Or am I better off dead

Feeling like I'm nothing's something that I'm getting used to

Trying to devise a plan that's positively fool proof

Nobody can see me past these walls that I've been building

Now it's starting to cave in but I won't give up

If you got the keys then start the car and

Drive as far as you can

If you got the blood then you got the heart to

Give yourself a chance

Seems like you've been so scarred

Some people call it art

I hope you make peace with your pain

And never lose your flames

Feeling like I'm nothing's something that I'm getting used to

Wanting to fit in, I always wanted to be perfect to you

I gotta get up out this bed

If you can see inside my head, you understand I got to give up

Feeling like I'm nothing's something that I'm getting used to

trying to devise a plan that's positively fool proof

nobody can see me past these walls that I've been building

Now it's starting to cave in but I won't give up

If you got the keys then start the car and

Drive as far as you can

If you got the blood then you got the heart to

Give yourself a chance

Seems like you've been so scarred

Some people call it art

I hope you make peace with your pain

And never lose your flames