Yeah uh huh lord yeah alright, yeah, huh
I am fatigued
I give it my all with my music people do not recognize the passion I have for the crowd The effort with every line that I write are ridiculous
Life has effected my content all of the symptom was set on my conscience
The Security is begging pursers
So why is my depth in the constant obsession
Now I am afflicted thinking about the life I chose and the path the young, Nigga I'm moving on, I'll be down and out
Because i was looking for the answer but
Never really had no questions and
I'm gonna have them accepted
I'm getting sicking tried of rejection
I said I can't deal with nonsense
Planning big cons, wishing I wasn't this depressed
So I can deal with the stress I feel at all times
And the bae what the fuck am I doing with the kid
Cos' hope it does weed, Nigga
I can take the D to the Depths of your soul with the list of my goals
That I could never retain and you will take in vain
I tried to explain and give you my pain
Take a listen to the record and tell me I'm insane
With the way i was raised I swear I've never been trained
Been prepared to be alone
Like a predator tone
I've been looking for the meaning of a life
With the voice in my head trying get it alright
I can never get a light
When I felt like I needed it
Proceeded with my genius
Cos' conceive it is the meanest shit
You will be of a pain
And the sickest nigga that picked up the pen
I guess it all depends up on the mood and the man
And the mind stayed with you alright his with him
What is my time I refined what it means
To mend it out of occasion
You never related, rely on my pain and the passage is written on pages
There's really no pages to stretch of the sins
Cos' the sinners may say I give you the truth
And it's never debated degraded by hatred
And giving your ignorant comment to see full accomplice of reason
My love is abolished
Lord
I'm writing a story that could nerve them, yeah
I'm giving a vision that you could imagine, yeah
Do i wannna' is the question that you been asking
I wonder if anyone really gets me, lord
Yeah, your wondering what is my thesis
Yeah, your wondering what is my thesis
Yeah, your wondering what is my thesis
Why am I lonely when people are phony
I felt that I needed someone to believe in, lord
Tell me that you want the real shit
Then take a second and listen you'll feel this
As I rhyme on this, on my self esteem
That would evaporate in my adolescence
Turn introspect it felt so dejected
I should use a noose as a newest necklace
I'mma set the scene from my wildest dreams
And if I was in ever in a valley of shadow of death
And I wanna be the motherfucker you define the best
With the ride to test releasing all stress
I confess, that i speak of a life from my view
With deceive and disciple
With the blood and the few
Stain the white flag you that you use as truce
All bets are off there is no more illusions
And anyone wanna get a division is confusing
And I really want a nigga i want to infuse them
And my flows for music, niggas are so clueless
Mine are all facts and don't know where truth is
I put it all on wacks and backtrack maneuvers
I try to succeed and you associated
All my fucking pain has been deregulated
In my isolation I was hesitating
Now I'm terrified and that I will never make it
Life is so evasive I could make a statement
Now I'm signify what you really mean
That's another part that you'll never get
Unless I paint a picture you could visualize
That was so surprising nigga I could prize it
That's the endless shit for you to realize
That I am so lonely
I am so lonely
I am so lonely
Lord
Lord
I'm writing a story that could nerve at them, yeah
I'm giving a vision that you could imagine, yeah
Do I want to live is the question that you have been asking
I wonder if anyone gets me, lord
Yeah, you wondering what is my thesis
Yeah, you wondering what is my thesis
Yeah, you wondering what is my thesis
Why am I lonely when people are phony
I felt that I needed someone to believe in lord
