Oceans - Lauren Sanderson

in the ocean, we're lost ourselves.

i'm only 19 but if there's one thing i know,

happy's not a destination, man, it comes and goes.

this past week has been hell, man, i bet it shows.

the good wouldn't be as great if we ain't had the lows.

low, so looow, i'm so fuckin lost.

wandering around, drowning in these fuckin thoughts.

i'm super positive, i swear i give it all i got.

but i never felt like that before, i never woulda thought.

it's okay to feel the downs, it's okay to be all confused n shit.

it's okay to just sit back n breathe.

be n feel n think n ponder til you burst.

even when you're feelin low, i hope you know you're not ya worst.

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see underneath the field of fake, this shit's reality.

step outside the box n step into abnormality.

every time i hear her voice, i feel a weapon stabbin me.

every time i see her smile, i feel that time is passin me.

swear i'm not depressed, it's just kinda late.

i promise ill be good in the mornin when i wake.

i promise ill be good even when it's kinda fake.

cause fakin it's what makes it easier to find ya way.

so i wait... i know it will get better.

even when it feels so neverending please remember.

accept what's in the past, you know that shits whatever.

let's think about the future, cause that shit is forever.