Here it comes, where I succumb, the calling from
A deep darkened part within me
I feel the need, to make you bleed, to make you see
Monster that lives inside me
I want you dead, or better yet - I need you dead
The tension is always building
I won't wait, I feel the hate, I'm in the state
Won't stop, I'm done pretending
There's not a thing I feel inside me
Until the urge is roused
I find your lifeless eyes exciting
I really need it now
Your rigor mortis means much more to me
Than what you're worth alive
I'm gonna solemnize you fighting
I live to watch you die
I've suppressed this, I've repressed it
Waited way too long, it's way too strong
I can't prolong anymore
I'm sure the morgue has room for more
There's not a thing I feel inside me
Until the urge is roused
I find your lifeless eyes exciting
I really need it now
Your rigor mortis means much more to me
Than what you're worth alive
I'm gonna solemnize you fighting
I live to watch you die
While I take my time indulging
All my cold excessive needs to watch you die
Now, look into my eyes
So I can find that beautiful high
I've needed all my life
I've needed all my life
I live to watch you die
I live to watch you die