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1 I never had a role model
I was loading gold hollows
in my lil glock 40, a lil shordy
heart colder than December in the morning, and I think it was December
when they swormed me
Niggas is jealous, fuck can they tell us?
wit them dreams they tried to sell us?
prolly why I'm rebellious
to em fraud niggas
I lost niggas when I got paper
it's like more money I made, they got faker
and it's crazy when your bestfriend turn into your top hater, when it roll out on you
and smoke you like top paper
Damn, what a feeling
when you and your homie chillin'
and you know he got thoughts
of prolly robbin' and killing you
momma said "don't never ever let em belittle you, and stay away from them haters cause they'll riddle you"
Last year was like a bad year
even though I touched more paper then a cashier
small circle I aint never really around squares, they say "it's levels to this shit"
you niggas downstairs!
different floors for different bosses
different tours on different jets,
my niggas soaring
different city with different bitches
and different whores
sometimes I look in the mirror
"meek milly this your car??
look at your arm, check out your neck
look at your charm!!"
and to think my nigga started off
from cooking raw
when it was hard the coach told me
to get the ball
I stepped back for the 3
watched it go swish and fall
And that was And 1
they thinking how we get this far
we was just down by 3 and they thought we took a loss
they couldn't D me
like Earl Boykins trynna stick Gasol
trynna pick me off
like Champ Bailey but a Randy Moss
and I ran it off for the touchdown
what now??
Goal Apia bustdown
fuck clowns!
My heart getting cold
and the streets getting colder
they said I wouldn't make it noo way
I think my heart getting colder
My heart getting cold
Told em I would make it one day
and only lord knows
Uhh.
Dedicated, determinated, and disciplined
when Diddy, Hova, and Baby talking
i'm listening (Yeah)
when I be in the jungle the devil be whispering
slugs flying by me I hear em
they whistling, that was a close call
stand up nigga so I wont fall
My teacher told me that I would never go far
seen him last week, he was my cheuffuer
I was like "told ya, hah!"
Mommy was a booster, daddy was a shooter
so they couldn't blame me when I went and copped the ruger
looking at my homie see the ghost of Freddy Krueger, cuz if he catch you sleepin' he gon knock out your medulla oblongata, I'm a father and my son don't see a lot a, if don't get it
he prolly gon' end up with a chopper
In the field out of Philly
do you feel me?
told my mamma I wont let these haters kill me
getting high even tho it might derel me
and I wont never let these bitches see the real me
do you feel me?
Time's changed like the rollie did
and I'll kill these niggas
the way that Kobe did
unh, yeah
And we started off as kids
stomach touching our ribs
in them streets all night
like we aint have nowhere to live
I remember Sundays we ain't have nun
but liv
thirty-thousand was the tab and you ain't have nothing to give
I ain't trip, I aint trip
I bought bottles, I aint sip
I let niggas shine bright
used to act like I ain't shit
let you have them lil hoes
they was all on my dick
and yo main wanted to fuck me nigga
I ain't hit
20 chains 8 watches can't fit on my wrist
when I speak about them thangs
I never said it's my shit
said it's ours nigga
and when you ready we gone ball nigga
like Kobe Bryant, Meta Peace, and Gasol nigga
but I know jus what I saw nigga
It was envy as you looked sideways
and I remembered it
the reason that my heart cold now
on some December shit
we used to give thanks for giving
on some November shit
talking bout the 25th matter fact the 26th, maybe its the 28th
fuck it tho my money straight
As long a papi smiling
Imma be on airplane mode
flyer than a pilot
I seen it, I seen it
jealousy in your eyes
that's why that look was deceiving
and I was surprised and I ain't wanna believe it
you said you would ride, but shit I know you aint mean it
but yea nigga I seen it
My heart getting cold
and the streets gettn colder
they said I wouldn't make it noo way
I think my heart getting colder
My heart getting cold
Told em I would make it one day
and only lord knows