Hands Bloody - Mikolas Josef

I faded inside out but baby

I won't let the river take me down

Never said goodbye

But maybe it's too late for that now love

I run from suicide

Hands bloody but I…

I saw the clouds go down

Drowned in flames and out I tried to run

From reality in search for better life

And now look

And tell me what do you see?

It is a broken man he can't bare the fear of society

He won't stand, can't take the falseness around him

And fearing for survival scared he's looking at me

And cries out for help

Runs out from class and he's down again

Throwing up from the sight

It's the strain and it spreads

It's a curse make it stop, please, I beg

My arms feel heavy

Yeah, they burn as I beat that wall

The thought of escape gives me strength to carry on

So I'll go

I leave my heart to you

Please, know that I hate myself for what I had to do

I faded inside out but baby

I won't let the river take me down

Never said goodbye

But maybe it's too late for that now, love

I run from suicide

Hands bloody but it made me feel alive

So I ran tried my best to succeed, I will win

I can feel it and at times I was free, relieved of the hate

The thought gives me purpose

Makes me not wanna lose

And without it I'm lost that furthers me from you

Now I see myself, now I see through the lies

Evade the empty words, do things by heart

And I can hear the sound as I leave this town

Locked in that cage for years and I fought my way out

And I glide down on a sunset sky

Free of the stereotype, I feel alive

Every day when I'm gone, I think of you all

Those who I left behind so that I could go on

I faded inside out but baby

I won't let the river take me down

Never said goodbye

But maybe it's too late for that now, love

I run from suicide

Hands bloody but it made me feel alive

One day I'll return

I'll go back home where my heart belongs

And with the shadows gone

Hope glows on

Now let the fire rise

And turn the fear to smoke

Let it make me strong

And so I march

March against the sea of pain

And when you'll see me come, I'll be a victorious man

And I am sorry if ever I have left you behind

But we will meet again in a better world, better life

I faded inside out but baby

I won't let the river take me down

Never said goodbye

But maybe it's too late for that now love

I run from suicide

Hands bloody but you made me feel alive