And we hide behind
Lies, Anger, Hate
They shoo love away
Build shells of ourselves outside
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality
Come on
Step out
Of your rind
Assemble strength
Focus
Release
And run to me
You can never look back
To the visions from my past
They fade
And wilt in time
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand, through,
Then I turn and walk away
Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of Ain Soph Aur
Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
I spit upon my plate
And I push everything away
From me
And we sever all ties
It creates disruption midst circle of friends
I become the sacrifice
Spare your life and leave me to my misery
Get off the cross
And save yourself
Run away
You'll be okay
Run
Now get away from me
If I can get my grip
I'll pull you down into the hell
I call my head
You'll never get away
I sit down
In my ugly place and build walls
Of fragments from my past of all the people that I needed
And loved
That turned and walked away
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand, through
Then I'll turn and walk away
I walk under the clouds of gray
Sphere of storms in my head
I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
I'm divorcing every mother fucking thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshift harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy
I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the greed
I divorce iniquity
In this mother fucking bull shit life
Just want it all to go away
Just want to run away to die
Take it
Myself
My life
Text book fuckin' mental
Off me and pitch me in a hole
In this mother fucking bull shit
Life
In this fuckin' bullshit
Life
I'll always be your shadow
And veil your eyes from states of Ain Soph Aur
I can't be the hero
Anymore
I spit up on my plate
And then I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate
And I disrupt the family
I spit up on my plate
As I sever the entity
And I feel your warm sun
On my face
Separate
Separate
Separate
Separate
Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of Ain Soph Aur
Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
I spit upon my plate
And I push everything away
From me
Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of Ain Soph Aur
I hate you
Bleed you, cut you away
It's always been this way
And I push everything away
From me
Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of Ain Soph Aur.
