To tell you the truth
I didn't want this thing to happen while you were away
I don't wanna be involve in this anymore
Cause I wanna be sober again
I don't want this spiral playing against my brain
Cause I wanna be so natural
I don't want this animated cartoon flow in my tubes
Cause I wanna be so happy,
wanna be so healthy,
wanna be so wealthy
But...
(Chorus)
It happen, it happen to me
It could happen, it could happen to you
It could happen, it could happen to anyone
Especially... me, or you, or she, he... she and me...
I've done a million mistakes in my life
and there's no way of turning back
I hope I will be happy, healthy again
for the rest of my entire life
along with this big fake happy smile
Yes I do I wanna smile,
I wanna smile, I have to smile
Yes I wish to smile, learn to smile
Coz I love to smile...
But...
(Repeat Chorus)
I better stop telling you about what is going on
cause you will never understand
so what I've got to do is just
Stop! Singing.