Tired of compromise,
I've tried to get through to you,
but your walls are too thick,
and everything I've broke
just comes back again.
I've tried to talk to myself
But my words don't mean a thing
when my head tells my heart
there's no bargaining.
It's like you're made of stone
and I'm just skin and bones
A life-reminder that I wasn't enough for you.
I tried to dis-engage
I tore myself a new page
I told myself that I still wasn't enough for you.
"Get some prespective.
Think before you speak next time.
Less overreacting,
You were blind, I was fine,
I thought you'd see that in time.
I was always there,
And you were always listening,
Or so it seemed.
Or so it seemed..."
We've never seen eye to eye.
This is a wake-up call,
For every single morning,
You've had me crawling back.
And If I start again,
I know I'll be much better,
But better isn't what I had.
Forgive me for stepping out of my place,
You were the only one left with a smile on your face.
When I was low and in deep,
You found it in me.
All I wanted was an honest reaction,
Just to get some peace of mind.
"" again.
If I told you what it meant,
Would it make any difference?This was for you.