Hollowed Out - Sabella

I feel the walls caving in, I watched the candle burn out

Sleep don't live here no more, while these shadows surround me

Nowhere to turn, I just can't seem to outrun it

And I'm tired of running, all this running from nothing

Slowly drowning in my vices I just want to feel something

How come the things we love, seem to kill without warning

I'll swallow the sea, to fill the hole in me

I can't open my eyes, I'm lost in this blue dream

Distant nightmares turn to reality

Searching for the pieces that once made me happy

I'll never let it show, but this pain still grows

I'll keep on wearing this mask at least in place of a rope

Until I've gained the strength to stand on broken bones

Because I know that someday, life again will grow

I've never been here before, let me learn to bleed

Let me watch the blood stain the snow, beneath my feet

Let me learn to breathe, oh let me learn to see

Cause it feels like my worlds been ripped from underneath me

This pain can be my home I suppose…

But the ivy inched higher with each passing season

And my sunburn it blistered The cuts on my fingers

Raw and bleeding again

Self-destruction or actualization?

My vices are cement I need to destroy them

Bricks to dust and that shit coats my lungs

Close the door it has to be me Im a hollow shell and I need to be set fucking free

Emptiness is all that I see But empty hands are all I can be