Ocean of Tears - Soko

I've burnt the (laws / loans?)

'Cuz I'm alone

I feel an ocean of tears

Underneath my tongue

And the world is ending any minute now

And I can't be laughing cuz I know it's real

Oh, I really hope I can be abducted

If there's a God out there, just take me away

Then I can be myself, no reason to hide

In the ocean of fears, now enjoy the ride.

You know I am scared to drown

In the ocean of tears, in the ocean of fears.

I thought I was a (witch?) who was responsible for the death of all the people that I love the most.

Trying to forgive myself for the wrong I've done

OH GOD HAS A PLAN TO KILL US ALL

And everyday I wake up from a crazy dream

Where I'm looking for my daddy, and I know he's here

And I don't wanna wake, I can control my dreams

I feel safer this way, cuz I can disappear

You know I am scared to drown

In the ocean of tears, in the ocean of fears.

You know I will learn to rise

From the ocean of tears, from the ocean of fears.

HOLD YOUR BREATH, LEARN TO DIE

STAY, ENJOY

HOLD YOUR BREATH, LEARN TO DIE

STAY, ENJOY

And I'm too aware of my mortality

I thought I was a kid when I wasn't a kid

And I'm haunted now, I am haunted now

And when I'm digging the grave,

Kiss me dead (Dad?), oh, kiss me dead

Kiss me.