Delusional - Tech N9ne

Yeah

Like this

I'ma drink this henn', I'ma keep this grin

But if you look at Nina closely

I'ma trying to contain this beast within

I know some of y'all already knowing

That I got a lot a cheese to spend

But that don't change the fact I go insane

I gotta heap of sins, please begin

I saw the blitz in all of this when I was just a tall

And I pictured y'all in it

Wall to wall but they all said I was just

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But the people starting calling us

And I'm balling tough

After crawling rough

And I never thought of stuff we saw enough

But the problem is

Now I got 'em here, telling all these kids

I'm the K.O.D and they pumping up the volume

And listening hard when I give my heart, is it?

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When I'm thinking I'm a boss in the biz

But I'm lost and I fake it

That I'm off in the lid

But they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib

Some say that if I tell them to hate

My people are at the gate, ready for sealing your fate

That is up for debate

'Cause when I make my music, ain't no evil from Mr. Yates

Calling me a cult leader

I don't really know what I'm up for sure

Hear wickedness coming from mine rove

They could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us

At the bottom with the devil, look around and it be, "No Nina"

They say I lead 'em to evil

Like I was Jimmy Jones and feeding the people

When I bleed in the steeple, the reason they seizing me

Ain't no decreasing my ego

My powers for good I think, would I shrink

If somebody took away how good I ink?

But that would never happen, I'm making it with the rapping

But they want me to collapse and when I could, I sink

I hope I find what I'm looking for

Maybe I should drink just a little more

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I'm fighting but I'm losing

Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life

And confusion seems to be my alibi

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I'm feeling like I don't belong

Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me

She feel like I'm, gonna make them hate

Because I was around and kick it

And make them babies and now that I made it

Gotta escape them daily and that's crazy

'Cause all I'm doing is making the industry pay me

But when I show my face, feeling everything's great

Did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state

She said I'm a good provider but daddy of the year

Man, I'm outta that race

How I compensate for the losses they get often dates

That's too personal, we'll stop the tape

I hope I find what I'm looking for

Maybe I should drink just a little more

(Delusional)

I'm fighting but I'm losing

Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life

And confusion, seems to be my alibi

(Delusional)

I'm feeling like I don't belong

Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me

They say I'm seeing things

But everybody know I'm being things

We them kings, like it or not we running this

Gotta lot of hype 'cause I wanna spit

And I come to grip on the fifth

You gotta know Tech's never gonna miss

I know I might be a little psyche

But it's nightly and brightly inside of me

Making me a little frightening

Ripping it with the right team

I bring hella light when reciting

When it's all said and done, I'm sickened and heaven'd

'Caused this a damned reverend 'All 6's And 7's'

I hope I find what I'm looking for

Maybe I should drink just a little more

(Delusional)

I'm fighting but I'm losing

Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life

And confusion seems to be my alibi

(Delusional)

I'm feeling like I don't belong

Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me

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