Gravity - The Eden Project

I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind

I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes

But I can't sleep and oh God, I wanted you to be your high

But everything I said went unheard

And everything you saw with the eyes straight blurred became my downfall

Cause you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much

But I know you lied when you said you just gotta go and save yourself

So hear me out

You know everybody talks, girl

And it means nothing till you let it

But if you second guessing

Then there's only gonna be one end

You can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you fell you have to

Now, I'll be fine if you ever ask me

I know it's hard, but no one said it's easy

Falling's easy, but there's only one way up

So I've been thinking that I think too much

And I can't sleep but I can dream of us

And I've been seeing shit like horror cuts

It's burning down, I gotta drown this out

And you said you need me to let this go

But it's who I am or am I just losing it

Cause you said jump and I went first

But falling's always been my downfall

And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much

But I know you lied when you said you just had enough and save yourself

So hear me out

You know everybody talks, girl

And it means nothing till you let it

And if you keep second guessing

Then there's only gonna be one end

You can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you fell you have to

And I can drink if I fell I have to

I know it's hard, but I can't feel like I used to

Like I used to

Cause I used to defy gravity

Defy gravity

Goodbyes keep dragging me down

And I'm fighting gravity

Defying gravity

And tried but I keep falling

Cause falling's easy but it only brings you down