Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay.
Take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear.
Know that I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?
But you're
Pushin' and shoving me.
Pushin' and shoving me
Pushin' and shoving me
Pushin' and shoving me
Pushin' and shoving me.
Pushin' and shoving me
Pushin' and shoving me
Pushin' and shoving me
You still love me, still love me
Push it on me, push it on me.
You still love me, still love me.
Push it on me, push it on me.
Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the fault line.
You better take care not to make me enter.
'Cause if I do we both may disappear.
But you're
Pushin' and shoving me.
Pushin' and shoving me.
Pushin' and shoving me.
Pushin' and shoving me.
You still love me, still love me
Push it on me, push it on me.
You're pushin' it, shoving me.
You're pushin' it, shoving me.
I'm slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me
But not when you're shoving me down.
But I'd trade it all
For just a little piece of mind.
Push it on me.
Push it on me.
Push it on me.
Push it on me.
Your Pushin' and shovin' and scramblin'
To keep my feet flat on the ground
I am somewhere I don't wanna be.
Push me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Put me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again.
Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away
And you, as well, my dear.
If when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay
You minimize my movement anyway
One must persuade you another way.
Pushin', shovin', pushin', shovin, pushin me
There's no love in fear.
Staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Remember I will always love you
As I claw your fucking throat away.
There will be no other way
It will end no other way.